Today I am on the brink
The brink of what, I do not know, but the brink of something it is. I have that unusually brink-ish feeling, the feeling you get when something major is going to happen. I feel as if I am standing on the edge of a huge glass of water, peering down and it and wondering what that water is going to be like.
I realized today that I am not very good at communicating. Why do I fumble and trip with words to express what I'm thinking? Sometimes, with my most powerful emotions, there are no words at all, just weird scramled up feelings like static from a radio. There are a hundred different signals coming from different places and I don't know which one to tune into.